Sun goes down ,moon goes up

In every page of my life there`s always you written on it

Always written in my heart

You`re name I often call

When the night has come,Im all alone wishing you`re beside

Holding me tight..never ever let me go

I gave it all, what could be so wrong

Paths has set us free,will there be any chances we`ll cross again?

If someday it happens

Will you let me in?

Back to your heart again?

Silent prays I say,words could never say

Time goes so fast

Everything changed

but I still remain, my heart remained the same

if someday you`ll find someone

just always remember

I loved you deep in my heart

And no one can ever replace you

Even for another lifetime

Cause you`re always a part of me…

A part of my soul

A part of my dreams

A part of my life

And a part of me

A vow of love…

You were there whenever I needed someone

You were there even I`m blinded

You were there even I often ignore

You were there when I`m down

You were there to my deepest pain

You were there when I cry

You were there in times I wanna give up

You were there through my hard times

You were there when nobody seems to understand

You were there whenever I needed a shoulder to cry on

You were there to comfort me

You were there to give me strength

You were there to teach me

You were there to walk with me

You were there to guide me

You were there to make me realize

I still have a reason to go on, You gave me life, and this life will not fade away

Without a meaning, You still have plans for me, I still have my destinations

I still have dreams to fulfill, I still have obligations, I still have responsibilities

Even all the people may turn their back on me, I still have You and that`s what matter most.

I wish life is always full of second chances, in a way we can learn from our mistakes. I wish all people could forgive our mistakes,and are willing to accept us again like before without any changes.We cant learn until we loose something,but I believe  we always need second chances.I dont know what Im feeling,one mistake that I never intended to do so,left me feeling so regretful, wishing if I could only turn back time…I will change my path. But I guess this is destiny, this is what the Lord wants, He may have better plans for me,though I always insist what I want.

God answered my prayers many times,I keep on praying,He gave it to me, twice,but I lost it again. He may want me to realize that this is not for me,or this is not the right time for it. I dont know…Only God knows,

Life can be so bitter sometimes, no matter how we want something, if it is not meant for us, it will never work out,no matter how we try to.

the Lord always wants the best for us, but we always insist what we want. Like a parent and a child, a child will never learn until he got hurt, that`s the only time he will listen.  I wanna ask myself, when will I learn to listen to Him?

people die, people leave this world
only memories will be left　their characters/their personality,their beings will be remembered,their legacy..can we show them everyday
the very best love we have for them?
love may not last forever but it leaves footprints in our hearts forever,ife is life, we`ll never know what tomorrow may bring,we`ll never know the right time to say goodbye,but I will never say goodbye, but instead, I will say,I love you more and more each day of my life
Michael…I miss you so much, we miss you much
no words cant express this pain of losing you,
I had never adored so much celebrity in my life but you.I adored you and loved you as a person,you`re a bestfriend in my heart,and will always be　you had changed so many lives,you`re legacy will continue in every generation,I consider myself lucky and blessed to witness you,and I am thankful for that, though I havent met you personally I learned alot from you, you changed my point of view,you`re my inspiration, through you, I met alot of wonderful people around the world, love can change anything
we`ll make you proud someday,with all of you`re hard works,this time we`ll win again, the world will be a better place,as long as you`re here in our hearts, we`ll always be kept reminded of all the good things.Michael, I believe wherever you are, I know you can hear and see us,we love you so much more! we`ll all be together in heaven someday,I throughly believe that

What is the hardest thing about losing someone? Its either a friend,a lover,or family member, or anyone who died closed to you. Is it the thought, “you can never have them back again” whether you really want to so bad, or is it about the old good time memories ya`ll shared together,or how they touched you life. We always ecounter that in life, so many times,and its always unavoidable. Leaves us always heartbreaks,sadness and sorrow. Some people coped with it,some people not.and most of all “regrets” it will always be filled with regrets. “I wish.. I hope..if we could only turn back time” …and when the memories flashes back…ouch! What is it about love that is so mysterious. What is it about emotion that we cannot control. What is it about life that is full of mysteries. So many questions I asked ,only one thing I can answer to myself Nothing Last Forever

I am fond of silnce,I love being alone,without no one else around,guess I`m tired of people hearing talking and talking endlessly, doesnt anyone get tired of expecting something from someone,then later on ends up with disappointments?(yeah ofcourse there`s is no such thing as “pefect” in this world)or have you encountered so many insensitive people? Who got into your nerves ( I bet you do)or got sick and tired of entertaining people in chat,keep introducing yourself a million times? Lolz, Im tired of it,really,It comes to a point I don’t wanna meet anyone nor entertain anyone anymore, I don’t want to look for a friend, I wanna be alone,just alone ME MYSELF and I,I find it more fulfilling just being company with myself, I found the most peaceful time through silence. we all need silence (who doesnt need silence anyway?) so when the time comes you feel the same way, lets all just SHUT UP and enjoy the company of ourselves,lmao,Im thinking and feeling weird today. But really, our true selves comes out through silence, we can appreciate even the smallest thing and notice every little thing we see and feel,not through our mouth when we`re in that point.

If you don’t like something
Say you don’t like it, say you disapprove about it
It is your opinion to say you don’t like it or it is wrong.
That’s everyone has got right to their opinion I fully believe on that
But when people bring God ,says..
God says this ,God says that,God wants this, God believes that..
I don’t know how you do that,
I don’t know how you speak for someone else
Because unless you`re sitting with someone
And hear it for yourself
With your own ears
Out with someone else  mouth
Its hard to speak for someone else

How do you look to a so called “lesbian” person?                                             maybe when you hear “lesbian” you think it as a negative ,a threat or a disease. “dont you?” or you may even think lesbian people are the sinful creatures in this world? Im sick and tired of all the people who are so narrowed in matter of understanding. I believe what is written in the Book, Im not an atheist,I believe in God,but somehow I believe with people`s pain and happiness too. everyone deserves to love and to be love and to be happy. what could be wrong in loving a person? I bet committing adultery is more sinful, than loving someone in the same sex? or maybe cheating is more sinful than that?. Who are we to judge? who are you to judge someone who has their own decision in life? people talk and judge too much, one of the problems I mostly see in this world, we talk too much and we judge, for what reason? we`re not trying to help ,arent we? but we`re trying to put someone down, always..its sad to see, even grown up people have lack of understanding for one another, for other people`s pain.so to make it short and straight to the point, life is too short,everyone deserves to be happy,everyone deserves to love and to be love and treat one another as a human being, with respect and integrity! I am touched with Ellen Degeneres life story,with all the criticism she had in life.but in the end, love will always win.Be true and proud of yourself, being true to yourself and not trying to be someone else is the best thing you can do in life.cause no matter what happen you know who you are!

let the Lord be the one to judge, `cause we dont have the right for that…